Wedding: Issue 2. game day

I love suzi and sean. That's the basic lesson I learned from the wedding. They are absoletly two of my favoritest people in the world and I'm lucky to be friends with them.

What can I say besides the wedding was perfect and beautiful. I cried. a little. I could type on and on about it, but truthfully, it wouldn't capture how great everything was. From my end, everything was perfect. I walked both of his grandmothers down the aisle, then his mother, then Sean's mom and I had to go light a candle, then I walked Erica and Megan both down and back. And it all went smoothly (besides my horrible shaking when I was lighting the candle).

Then the reception. Again, I had a blast. More importantly, it is a day I'll never forget, because I was truely part of it. When I was asked to be in the wedding, I figured "no big deal." But I've since realized that to be part of Suzi and Sean's wedding really means to be part of them as a married couple. To always be part of somethign special.

To be honest, I never really thought that they would think of me as important to their relationship. But I was wrong. I'm oddly insecure about my friendships. I seem to think that poeple will just stop liking me for no real reason. I seem to assume that people dont really like me at al. But they proved to me that I was wrong (at least with respect to them). Instead, I felt important, wanted, loved.

I often say that it's something special to be loved by someone who doesnt have to love you. Thats why dating seriously is a great thing. Because there is another person who cares if you wake up in the morning. Who wants to be with you because its you. And who cares about you even though they dont have to. They care about you because you're you. And to me, that's special. I assume my family will love me. That's how we are. NO drama, no nothing. We all just care for each other because we're Wolfsons and we're family. And that's great. But its a whole other thing all together to have someone care about you when they aren't family. When they are just some people you met in a coffee shop. And who have no reason for liking you beyond you yourself. I never thought that they cared about me. I was wrong.

Suzi and Sean, you are great people and I wish you a long and wonderful life. Thank you again for letting me be part of your wedding. I will never forget.