gone

Well... i think my little crush is finally subsiding. Not quite subsiding, really... but i've just logiced it to death... decided that it wasn't real and not worth wasting time thinking about. Still, i'd like to tell her how i felt... just to say it out loud... but I doubt I will. It probably wouldn't be a good idea. It never was a good idea in the first place

who am i kidding. that is all a lie. a big lie. trying to logic it to death, but it's just not working. logic can only extend so far