goji berries and peanutbutter.

So... nothing makes me quite as lonely as saturday nights at 9pm and working on stuff for the Huef. I'm trying to do some extra work this weekend so that I don't have to work much on the 4th, but its been tuff. I haven't really been getting any encouragement from my profs. They pretty much have been ignoring me for the past 2 weeks or so. I mean, I kn ow their busy, and they think I'm pretty autonomous (and I am...), but I need some feedback. whatever.

so, went to Whole Foods here in columbus. It was waaaaaay cooler than the one back in cleveland. adn by cooler.. I mean, fucking COLD!!!!! it was FREEEZING in there. the store it self was enormous. There was so much I wanted to buy. When I was haning out with Anne, she a trail mixy sorta mix of Goji berries, raw cacao, and acai berries. It ruled. SO i was looking for those ingredients, but to no avail... not completely true. I found the goji berries.. but they were a little more expensive than i wanted to spend right then. I figure I can always go back.

Behind me (i'm at stauf's) there is some sorta of street fair thing going on... or something. there is also this bike race that is going on this weekend. how I wish I could compete in it.... but, my knee has been hurting an extra amount recently. Im pretty scared that I've done some sort of major damage.. but dad doesn't seeem worried. whatever... Its not like I can do anything about it until the school year starts anyway... I'm not insured until then... soooooo... if there is somethign right in this world, I'll heal...

I'm going to try to see Sicko tomorrow. It looks really good.

I'm really lonely right now...

I... apparently.... did very well in my trademark class... I did not do very well in my intl joint ventures class... I dont think I understand anything about business... no instinct for those things... but, then again... I dont really care...

out.

confused, pretty much normal

So, yesterday I hung out with an old friend from high school. I see her about once a year or so and its always a nice time. I've had this soft spot ffor Anne ever since high school--for whatever reason. Not in like a sexual way. I've never been intersted in her in that way. But just in that way that I've always enjoyed her company. But since we parted ways, i've been sorta melancholy. I'm not sure why, but I can't seem to break out of this funk. hrm

so, tonight i have free tickets to this movie day watch. its the sequal to a movie called night watch that i never saw, but I know was fairly well received. so, i have hopes, but either way, its free...

i've been having that feeling like I want to run away again. I get this way every so often and can't really shake it. And Im like that right now. I just want to split and hide and not come back.

I'm also blidingly tired. I feel like its tuesday back at borders where I could sleepwalk thru the first 6 hours or so of my day. I miss tuesdays. honestly. I would work still work tuesday mornings if I could. Fridays were rad, of course, but tuesdays were cool because it was my day. whatever.

must try to work. so tired.

ugh

can't focus. can't keep eyes open. man was not made to go to sleep at 130 then wake up at 615... no no no... but i should have pics later today. i took some and will be posting today and/or tomorrow I hope. right now, im going to slam some caffeine or something. maybe crack.

holy fucking shit

I've drank like 900 cups of coffee today. I was offered a free French Presss all for my lonesome. And it was really fucking good. Now, Little caffeine molecules are running in side of me going "we're in your brain, fucking up your concentration." The only problem is that I'm supposed to go for a bike ride in a couple of hours and I'm going to be complete dehydrated. oh well, c'est la vie, I suppose.