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Things here are so screwed up. I need time alone. I went for a drive today just to escape. Maybe I should drink more. I feel a bit bad because of people coming from columbus don't have to come. I dont want people making a fuss about me; i want them making a fuss about my dad. now is not my time; now is my dad's time. ugh. my stomach hurts my current diet of pita chips, croutons, and red bull probably needs to get better. ugh ugh ugh.