new plan

Find something I don't hate and that pays me well enough to slowly pay my loans, buy a cd once a week, and own a dog. its time to stop pretending that i want to go to grad school. I don't have a 'passion' for poli sci.... I just think i'd enjoy teaching. i have a 'passion' for spending quality time on my bike, with my dog, with my family, playing video games... I just think i'd enjoy teaching. but I'll never get there so its time to be realistic. 100K debt scares me...... my seething hatred of the law is palpable. time to stop fucking around and to start growing up... apparetnly i've been wrong my whole life: growing up IS giving up. giving up your dreams. fuck