man....

So, I freaked out a bit earlier. I was totally not doing well on any of my con law practice exams. I'd been doing so much better earlier, I don't know what happened. I've since calmed down, tho, I'd like to do some more tonight. I'm really tired and I don't know what I'm doing here. It's so odd and foreign. I shouldn't have just come here. I should have just sucked it up and stayed in ohio....Or gone somewhere that made more sense to go. but instead I had to be stupid. oh crap am i nervous.

I'm really tired. I'm trying to force myself to stay awake for a bit longer because I want to be on Oregon time, about...bt man... I don't know if I can last much longer.

I'm so lonely right now.... I'm so burnt out and scared and all i want to do is at least talk to anyone i know.. but everyone's far away.

God am i scared.

ok.... gotta do one more essay.