Tuesday, June 24, 2008

this guy

http://cgi.ebay.com.au/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=250255442325

this guy's my new hero. He's auctioning off his life because some chick broke up with, leaving him with nothing but an empty shell where his heart and soul used to be. Happens to all of us at some point, buddy. Honestly, i wish i had it in my to just sell everything and move where ever the winds take me. honestly. I wish I could. Sadly, i think my net worth is somewhere around $1000... which is 100x to little to dig my way out of my debt hole. so even if i did have the guts to sell my life, still wouldn't be able to escape my life. sigh.... i really don't think that life should be about worry and angst... it should be about enjoyment and self discovery. I haven't been engaging in self discovery. I've been engaging in self-checking off what i'm not. Not motivated. check. not a book seller. check. not a film maker. check. not a practicing catholic, check. Its about time to figure anything out at all. anything. at all. please.

stephen

1 comment:

Looking for Light said...

You have to remember that most of those things you don't want to be. Do you really want to be a book seller? To have constant deadlines and hear people who wouldn't know good literature if it licked their eyeballs, critique you? You don't want to be a practicing catholic. If you did, the church takes everyone back, but it's not what you believe. You're a lot of things Stephen, but most of those things you listed you chose not to be. Don't worry so much.